Friday, January 19, 2018

Hosanna


(/broken hearts)


I've had my share of heartaches
because of a boy, shattered dreams,
closed doors, unmet expectations.
Pieces of my heart were left in the trail
that I can't glue back together.

There have also been times when
You've broken my heart.
The difference is, You give me a new one 
each time
--a heart made of flesh, not of stone.

So, I've decided that
I'll always choose to leave the past behind.
"I have a future to get to"
(will keep running in my mind).
I'm not running away.
I'm running to You.

One thing I'm sure of:
There's healing in the aftermath
because of You.
But, I'd rather that my heart be broken
for what breaks Yours.
For in You, hearts will always be made whole,
whilst broken hearts, break hearts in return. ©

Monday, July 6, 2015

Book Review: Blossoms of Friendship

This is not supposed to be my next entry after "Saudade" but since I am taking forever in writing that, I decided to post this one instead.

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I bought a book from our local Book Sale sometime in May. And I finished reading it just this month. (I know, I know. Apparently, I now find it difficult to finish a book. *insert shocked emoticon here. Haha!)

Anyway, the title of the book is Blossoms of Friendship. It is a collection of poems written by Helen Steiner Rice. She was known as the "Ambassador of Sunshine", was the founder of the Helen Steiner Rice Foundation and was a poet admired by Pope John Paul II himself. You can read more about her here and when you do, you will understand why she was such a remarkable woman. :)

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What made me choose to scan the book from among the many books on the shelves was its cover. It has a dainty watercolour illustration on it.



As I began to flip the pages, it was a thrill to discover that this particular book was given by friends to a friend during Easter in 1993. I think that this is what prompted me to buy the book right away. :)


When you read the book, you will find that the chapters are named after flowers and that each is accompanied by a description of that flower. I love tulips so I chose to feature the introduction of that chapter here. :)

All illustrations used in the book were made by Maureen Ruckdeschel.

The next set of photos are of my favorite poems so far.


This one is from "God Knows Best"

And this is my most favorite because of the last two lines:

"...in God all things live again."


Finding this book really gave me joy. One, because I like old books. I think I mentioned that in a post before. I like how they smell. Plus, in my mind, owning a book which belonged to someone else in the past makes "life" very real to me. The older the book, the better. (I don't know if you get that. Haha.)

Two, I feel serene everytime I read this book. The words and the illustrations have a calming effect on me.

Third and lastly, I love that the author wrote that God is our friend in her poems. One of the issues I am dealing with right now is related to some relationships that I have gained last year. I am dealing with the question "Is this friend true?" with many of those I have met. I think that because the author wrote about God as a friend, that question is losing its significance. I think that I am being reminded that it's not important if this or that friend is true. What's really important is if I am true.

I am ending this entry here. I guess from my tone, I still sound a little gloomy. I think I'm still hurting but I can definitely say that I am already in my journey of healing. So... as the Koreans say, "Fighting!"